This New Chapter Repeats A Theme
Final proofs for the Tae Kwon-Do book
are received today by email, just as I'm heading out of the door to get to
work. Override the urge to stay home and press home-printer ink to paper and
tremble over the responsibility of using up all my savings.
I should be used to this by now. I
always use up all of my savings. I don't remember having any regrets over this
habit, not afterwards: the nerves clang before and during.
I said to myself: but I won't write
about this or it will get boring, I will turn egoist. I won't write about the
book or how I feel about the money: I will write about the washing that got
rained off the line, how the blue morning grew sombre.
And see what has happened?
Love those Cinderella images, almost pulp fiction style!
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