Night
comes, all gaping jaws, all flail and spit; I feel it; it holds it does not
bite, it will run and I will cling to the thrill of it: the journey has music,
a pulse, a suddenness, a storm brewing:
it bursts like a bruise, flowing outwards, under
tender skin: teeth press the breath from flesh, everything is shaken up; claws
snick on tarmac; and I cling to the thrill of it: rain falls, glass rain; each
drop shatters, makes slicing pools where the world is cut in two, is turned
upside down: here in the teeth of the beast, thrown between worlds; I feel it; it
holds, it presses, it could bite; I know this is how the journey goes: at the
heart of this knowledge, lodged secure, a strange safety, a strange peace,
keeps a steady, quiet beat.
There is weather today, I do note it: take a few moments to reckon the size of a cloud (big) and the frequency of rain (sporadic.) Centre of my interest though is a stack of magazines. Not the fashion kind. This is martial arts research. I'm not even sure what it is I'm looking for, but intuition calls loud. A range of old adverts skew some amusement. Contact pants, for example. Pants are not trousers where I come from. They are underwear. Professional contact pants: improved smirk value. But why would a person be likely to purchase a grappling hook and a lock pick set? For specialists and hobbyists only, the blurb assures. Guidance on the pheromone spray that attracts women against their better judgement? I doubt it works any more proficiently than the mysterious potion that defines your muscles while you sleep. But, then: I wonder is some sprayed on this paper? What was my intuition thinking, making this ghastly shout… Tea break time. There's a lot of words...


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