The
first time Dog is brought to the cut field it is alien under her paws and the
straw monoliths strike a fear into her dog heart. She slinks the edge of it,
tail down. This second time, Dog perceives that there are birds to chase and she
is gone, lost in the joy of the chase. She is a grain of rice, a tiny
horizontal in the repetitive verticals of stalk. To the end of the field, full
tilt, disappears into the drainage ditch. I trust in her return. I wait and the
wind shakes my hair, flares my dress, breathes over my skin. There is warmth in
the touch of it. The tractor treads under my feet have a pleasing solidity.
When my speck of spaniel comes back, it is clear that the mud in the ditch is
half a Dog in depth. We trot back up the lane; the wind hollers overhead, turns
all Dog’s fur backwards.
There is weather today, I do note it: take a few moments to reckon the size of a cloud (big) and the frequency of rain (sporadic.) Centre of my interest though is a stack of magazines. Not the fashion kind. This is martial arts research. I'm not even sure what it is I'm looking for, but intuition calls loud. A range of old adverts skew some amusement. Contact pants, for example. Pants are not trousers where I come from. They are underwear. Professional contact pants: improved smirk value. But why would a person be likely to purchase a grappling hook and a lock pick set? For specialists and hobbyists only, the blurb assures. Guidance on the pheromone spray that attracts women against their better judgement? I doubt it works any more proficiently than the mysterious potion that defines your muscles while you sleep. But, then: I wonder is some sprayed on this paper? What was my intuition thinking, making this ghastly shout… Tea break time. There's a lot of words...


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