Unfumble
More coffee, less sleep! At 3am, realize I have fumbled this advice. Also that I have forgotten several birthdays and not posted that anniversary card. Sometimes I think these words are physical pieces of me and I write more life than I live: they are demon words each dragging a stealthy slice of me and one day there will be only words left. Some thoughts can be cured by sleep. Must unfumble that advice. The wind is a cloud-herd, over fields that have warmed earth smell and curves and busy hedges. Where feet stand is still, vibrantly still. Is my life all inked out? Shhh, says the wind: you should sleep. Where feet stand is thick with flowered cover; the hedge plants run to seed. Words are flowers. Words are seeds. Shhh, says the wind.