Slavish
devotion to laptop today, obsessed by learning to format an ebook. Rather
startled to find there are people talking to me. Apologies, family. And knees:
I have ice knee caps. Tellingly, I have remembered to feed the dog. Feed, and
walk. This morning, before my laptop pinged on and the rest of the known
universe vanished, all I wanted to think of was taking a holiday; flicking lazy
feet over warm sand. Me and Dog sent up a neat spray of last night's rain,
there were still strawberries to be found, so I could not think why I needed; it felt like I needed; to skip over a tropical
beach. My hand on the door handle as the heavy rain falls. The smell of
refreshed earth follows me in. Up to the bedroom to find a towel, and stop, and
find that I am caught in the rain, in the lush-heavy sound of it.
There is weather today, I do note it: take a few moments to reckon the size of a cloud (big) and the frequency of rain (sporadic.) Centre of my interest though is a stack of magazines. Not the fashion kind. This is martial arts research. I'm not even sure what it is I'm looking for, but intuition calls loud. A range of old adverts skew some amusement. Contact pants, for example. Pants are not trousers where I come from. They are underwear. Professional contact pants: improved smirk value. But why would a person be likely to purchase a grappling hook and a lock pick set? For specialists and hobbyists only, the blurb assures. Guidance on the pheromone spray that attracts women against their better judgement? I doubt it works any more proficiently than the mysterious potion that defines your muscles while you sleep. But, then: I wonder is some sprayed on this paper? What was my intuition thinking, making this ghastly shout… Tea break time. There's a lot of words...


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Jacqueline- Thank you! :-)