Usually
the night is full of sleep but last night was different, containing about 5%
sleep by volume: discontinuous sleep, the least useful kind. Without sleep,
tolerance suffers. Concentration wanders off. I can’t find mine and the effort
of search is frowning my head. My teeth get unnecessarily sharp and unyielding claws spring from tapping fingertips. Hot water drops from the tap, is
imprecisely mixed with scented foam. In the steam, floating limbs and mind
click back together like a mended toy. Sharpness relocates. Some preciseness of
thought makes a list of what will happen next. Get out of bath. Wrap inside the
towelling robe and look out at the infinite sky. The oblique orange moon stares
back, like the iris of a dragon.
There is weather today, I do note it: take a few moments to reckon the size of a cloud (big) and the frequency of rain (sporadic.) Centre of my interest though is a stack of magazines. Not the fashion kind. This is martial arts research. I'm not even sure what it is I'm looking for, but intuition calls loud. A range of old adverts skew some amusement. Contact pants, for example. Pants are not trousers where I come from. They are underwear. Professional contact pants: improved smirk value. But why would a person be likely to purchase a grappling hook and a lock pick set? For specialists and hobbyists only, the blurb assures. Guidance on the pheromone spray that attracts women against their better judgement? I doubt it works any more proficiently than the mysterious potion that defines your muscles while you sleep. But, then: I wonder is some sprayed on this paper? What was my intuition thinking, making this ghastly shout… Tea break time. There's a lot of words...

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